Fleeting Moments

I stared at this email from my sister-in-law, and it took quite a moment for all the words sank in. Realization seeped through like a knife disturbing all the inner calmness of mine. I never really thought about it before, because we are supposed to wait another ten years to get our applications approved.

Certainly buy Snowman Inflatable ten years is a long, long time and why should we be bothered by something that might or might not happen in a very distant, faraway future? However here it is. Again, fate is jumping at us at the most unexpected moment. Perhaps we don’t have ten years to get us prepared. It would be much simpler if we have only us to consider. But now we are parents, we have to take Xiaoyu to the consideration. Logically he would be better provided for in USA--- more opportunities, better educations and probably better life.

I love China, but I have to face the reality. However, it takes a lot of courage to leave everything behind and start from zero in a strange country. Honest, I am not sure we could manage it. Perhaps again, I am expecting troubles before cross the bridge. Nothing is settled before we actually get our visas.